Monday & Tuesday - Rest, rest, rest.
Monday was a very difficult day. I was so looking forward to Veteran's Day and having all three kids home. But Derek & Kara are still struggling with conflict management. When Derek is not feeling well and tired, he is absolutely crazy. The whole day wasn't terrible. When I took them out, it got so bad I almost had a panic attack in JP Penny. It was that bad. My cold got progressively worse as the day went on. Last night I felt overly fatigued, stuffy nose etc. On Tuesday I woke up still feeling bad. As the morning went on, it has gotten worse. I have no appetite. I have chills. I just want to sleep. I had to cancel my child care job this afternoon. Thankfully it's just Anna and she can stay at after care at school. But I still feel bad. I hate cancelling. I never had to do it last year with Annabelle. Now after being home less than five minutes Kara picked another bad fight with Derek and I am ready to lose it. I NEED to get better and get over this cold. Lots of rest today. I can do it.
Rest of the week - I took the rest of the week off. I was still fighting a bad cold and then I was dealing with some crummy anxiety.
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